I thought I'd just make up my mind to be strong and that would be it. Not as easy as I thought.. and I don't really feel that I can reach out to anyone anymore about it. I've become too needy and surely an annoyance.
I just wish I could snap my fingers and everything would be alright. Why is this so hard for me? I'm a smart person. I've comforted many people in my life, why can't I comfort myself? It's not for lack of trying or wanting, that's all I can say.
Yesterday, I took a walk in the woods. It is just 5 minutes by foot to get there.. and I brought my camera. I got a few pics.. nothing I'm really crazy about .. posting a few here but I don't think I'll ever be a nature photographer.. :-P
A few moments from where I live:
Some child put a red wool string on a tree:
Some roots... uncovered by the erosion of the sand:
Someone wrote arbre on this tree, arbre is tree in French:
2 comments:
Don't be so hard on yourself. Just like in anything, there will be good times and there will be bad. The longer the relationship lasted, the longer it will take you to readjust to life without that person. But it will get better, and it will get easier. And you shouldn't, and don't half to do it alone, because your true friends will never tire of giving their shoulder for you to lean on. Because they know that you are always the first one with a kind word and an understanding heart. Let karma repay you for all the comfort and kindness you have given in the past. Cutting yourself off from your friends will only make you miserable, and them wonder what they did wrong that you don't want to open up to them anymore. You are a beautiful soul Eury. You deserve every good thing that comes your way, and the hardships you experience in life, are only there to make you smarter and stronger. You will overcome this, and become a better person for it.
Eury, No, it is not easy to be strong, and as far as reaching out goes, we are here to listen and give what we can of ourselves back to you. We all have our demons, and problems, and we all try to help one another. Annoyance, never. You could say that of my blog, as most of my stuff is dark and dreary, but others come along and make me laugh. The finger snap, just doesn't work. They say, Physician, heal thyself, ha. He lets himself go, as he tries to help others. Who has the most worn out shoes. The cobbler.
I am not a Photographer, but I think your pictures are wonderful, I like how I look at them, not to find fault, or you should have done this or you should have done that, or you should have use some filter of this type or that. I want to see, what is there, in it's naturalness
Better quit blathering now, I could go on and on. Remember we are all needy in one way or another.
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